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mood swings..

Mon Jul 13, 2009, 2:07 PM
  • Mood: Rant
this is kinda one of those mood swing things that i'm about to talk about..but yea.

i have these days where i just get really frustrated with people (the inspiration for 99% of my journals. haha) and i just kinda unload and tell them everything negative about them. and i make it blatantly obvious that i'm having a bad day and all. then once i'm feeling better i usually apologize and make it all better.
and yea, i'm done doing that. because 90% of the time, when i freak out, it's for a good reason and they're feelings i actually feel but i'm usually just too nice of a person to let them show. but i'm done letting people walk all over me and i'm done letting them hurt me. if you don't give two shits about my well being, then uhh.. i don't give two shits about your well being.

also, i'm so sick of being a nobody. i feel so useless in the world. i'm seventeen and i do nothing. lately i've just been hating the life i'm living. its lame. and i'm done.

peace.



..and..fuck. my cat died recently..and i've been a total mess..

what do i do? :[


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:icongetyourgrip:
sometimes i feel like a nobody too, but
how much value your life holds depends on
your own perception of it, not everybody else's.

--
Married to the pen,
and we're both having an affair
with the page.
:iconblakeacaker:
welcome to my life

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Sometimes I think meeting you was the best thing for me <3
Sometimes I regret meeting you ever </3
:iconabbeyliz:
your cat died?


;)

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i suggest we learn to love ourselves before its made illegal.
when will we learn? when will we change? just in time to see it all come down.


"Be open and let life happen." - George Bonvanie
:iconabbeyliz:
i knowww. but its not even that.. its how i think people perceive me..and that affects how i perceive myself.. haha idk, i'm weird..

--
i suggest we learn to love ourselves before its made illegal.
when will we learn? when will we change? just in time to see it all come down.


"Be open and let life happen." - George Bonvanie
:icongetyourgrip:
i know this, that's why i said what i said, haha.
don't worry, i'm a hypercrit. though it's not about
what i think the people around me will think of me.
i want to mean something to the world.

--
Married to the pen,
and we're both having an affair
with the page.
:iconabbeyliz:
agreed. i'm not really okay with having a meaningless existence.. haha

--
i suggest we learn to love ourselves before its made illegal.
when will we learn? when will we change? just in time to see it all come down.


"Be open and let life happen." - George Bonvanie
:iconblakeacaker:
haha might as well have =P

--
Sometimes I think meeting you was the best thing for me <3
Sometimes I regret meeting you ever </3
:iconmadisonjuliana:
Which cat died!?

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live well, love much, laugh often. :D
:iconabbeyliz:
sox :[

--
i suggest we learn to love ourselves before its made illegal.
when will we learn? when will we change? just in time to see it all come down.


"Be open and let life happen." - George Bonvanie

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