i have these days where i just get really frustrated with people (the inspiration for 99% of my journals. haha) and i just kinda unload and tell them everything negative about them. and i make it blatantly obvious that i'm having a bad day and all. then once i'm feeling better i usually apologize and make it all better.
and yea, i'm done doing that. because 90% of the time, when i freak out, it's for a good reason and they're feelings i actually feel but i'm usually just too nice of a person to let them show. but i'm done letting people walk all over me and i'm done letting them hurt me. if you don't give two shits about my well being, then uhh.. i don't give two shits about your well being.
also, i'm so sick of being a nobody. i feel so useless in the world. i'm seventeen and i do nothing. lately i've just been hating the life i'm living. its lame. and i'm done.
peace.
..and..fuck. my cat died recently..and i've been a total mess..
what do i do? :[




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I believe in migraines, the boredom of afternoons, the fear of calendars, the treachery of clocks. - JG Ballard [CinnamonAndSpite]
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i suggest we learn to love ourselves before its made illegal.
when will we learn? when will we change? just in time to see it all come down.
"Be open and let life happen." - George Bonvanie
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Go here first! --> [link]
You gotta go here! You know you wanna --> [link]
Oh, and GOTCHA YA, for the first link. XD
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Go here first! --> [link]
You gotta go here! You know you wanna --> [link]
Oh, and GOTCHA YA, for the first link. XD
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Go here first! --> [link]
You gotta go here! You know you wanna --> [link]
Oh, and GOTCHA YA, for the first link. XD
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I'm still breathing, but I've been dead for a while.
and thanks!
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i suggest we learn to love ourselves before its made illegal.
when will we learn? when will we change? just in time to see it all come down.
"Be open and let life happen." - George Bonvanie
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I'm still breathing, but I've been dead for a while.
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